2nd week is about to come to an end. Had a very long day yesterday. I thought that going to play captain's ball after that would have been good but well, that was only if i managed to play at all. Was disappointed when winning became the motive for the team to the point where more capable players from outside the team were called to substitute instead of friends on the bench. Perhaps i'm taking this too harshly, perhaps i've been giving the "wrong signals" about playing or perhaps i'm being pitied for getting a graze during 3 minutes of play but still, it becomes very hurtful when you're thrown to one side just to watch an entire competition's worth of games, cheering for the team that doesn't even recognize you as a useful part of it.

I'm probably thinking too much but i guess this episode would teach me stuff about friendship and such. I hope never to repeat such a post.